God is STILL in Control!

Its been a while since I have written ANYTHING! The devil really has a way with trying to stop what the Lord has already ordained to happen. the past week was like a really hard week for me. Forget week the whole month of February has been nothing but a big battle! The devil really tried to take me out with things that were familiar to me. I mean he really had me to the point where I was defeated! I was depressed I mean I felt so much pain I didn't want to deal with anything anymore. I had stopped writing I mean I was at my lowest on my worse day. I felt out of place knowing I was in the right place. I was second guessing the calling that God placed on my life! It was bad y'all.
But I thank God for being the amazing loving Father that he is because as soon as I stepped in Life Changers Christian Fellowship today, I knew that I would not leave the same!
I do believe I was delivered today. It was like God shook me and said, "Do you not believe that I am in control? Have I given you these gifts for you to sit on? Am I not the same God who when I am around the enemy must flee? I chose you because I know your past. I see the good in you. The people around you trust the God in you, when will you?"
I mean no words can describe the feeling the presence of God. In church she read Isaiah 43:18-21 over and over and over! And I lost it! I mean I shouted and flowed in the holy spirit what seemed like hours! The whole church was shouting and in worship!
Afterwards my lips were tingling and my hands were shaking I felt like I had gone through deliverance, and that's exactly what happened. When I told my mother about my hands and lips she told me that my lips were speaking a fresh new word and my hands were creating new things! I lifted my hands and received that! I feel so free. God is so good! I can not thank him enough!
I want to apologize to all of you for me stepping out but I promise I will not step out of place again! For God has done a new thing in my life and I can not sit on it any longer