I Pinky Promise

So today I FINALLY got my pinky promise bracelet in the mail!! What is that you may ask?? I will certainly tell you. A lady by the name of Heather Lindsey is the founder of "Pinky Promise". Pinky Promise is "a promise to honor God with your body. To refuse to give your body to anyone that hasn't paid the price for you called marriage. It's a promise to stay pure before God in EVERY single way. It's a promise that says, 'I won't test the boundaries in my relationship to see how far I can push it sexually- but instead I want God to have my heart'" !
And I just love that! And as a single christian I think it's important to stay pure to God regardless if you have had sex before or not. God does forgive if we repent of our sins. He is the God of the second chance! I for one am practicing Secondary Virginity. If you don't know what that Is I'll be glad to explain. Someone who practices Secondary virginity is someone who has had sex outside of marriage previously, but now chooses a life of purity. Although virginity was lost to the person they had sex with; they choose now to be sexually pure.
Like I told you guys before I'm going to be honest and let you in on my mistakes because by me sharing hopefully someone who is reading wont feel alone. My mistake is that I had sex way earlier than I should. Way before I could understand and realize how precious losing my virginity would've been had I waited until I was married. But now that I am older and wiser (lol) I will not make the same mistakes that I made in my younger years. So I'm taking the steps to ensure that until God has given me a husband, I will stay pure and true to him. He has my heart. I thank God for his grace and forgiveness.
I know I have gone on a rant lol but if you are interested in the Pinky Promise Movement I'll give you her information:
Store: http://heatherlove.bigcartel.com
She also blogs and her entries are a blessing:
http://heatherllindsey.blogspot.com
So yes I support and I am rocking my bracelet & will be getting a shirt very soon

Pictures below are my bracelet, me and my Monmy's, and my promise
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Songs of Praise

Ok y'all know when I hear something I have share it with you guys! I am just in love with Mali Music and his music lol. His message, I mean God is really using him to do something great! I have to thank my friend Donte because he did introduce me BACK to his music. And I'm glad he did.
My two favorite songs happen to be Yahwah, Be Praised and All I have to give! Both are on repeat lol
I wish I was going to Boston this weekend instead of Orlando because I really want to see him perform! If you haven't already you all should really check out his music and if you know of any other artist you think I might be interested in please send it!!

God is STILL in Control!

Its been a while since I have written ANYTHING! The devil really has a way with trying to stop what the Lord has already ordained to happen. the past week was like a really hard week for me. Forget week the whole month of February has been nothing but a big battle! The devil really tried to take me out with things that were familiar to me. I mean he really had me to the point where I was defeated! I was depressed I mean I felt so much pain I didn't want to deal with anything anymore. I had stopped writing I mean I was at my lowest on my worse day. I felt out of place knowing I was in the right place. I was second guessing the calling that God placed on my life! It was bad y'all.
But I thank God for being the amazing loving Father that he is because as soon as I stepped in Life Changers Christian Fellowship today, I knew that I would not leave the same!
I do believe I was delivered today. It was like God shook me and said, "Do you not believe that I am in control? Have I given you these gifts for you to sit on? Am I not the same God who when I am around the enemy must flee? I chose you because I know your past. I see the good in you. The people around you trust the God in you, when will you?"
I mean no words can describe the feeling the presence of God. In church she read Isaiah 43:18-21 over and over and over! And I lost it! I mean I shouted and flowed in the holy spirit what seemed like hours! The whole church was shouting and in worship!
Afterwards my lips were tingling and my hands were shaking I felt like I had gone through deliverance, and that's exactly what happened. When I told my mother about my hands and lips she told me that my lips were speaking a fresh new word and my hands were creating new things! I lifted my hands and received that! I feel so free. God is so good! I can not thank him enough!
I want to apologize to all of you for me stepping out but I promise I will not step out of place again! For God has done a new thing in my life and I can not sit on it any longer

A Heart That Forgives

I never fully understood the statement, "Forgiveness isn't for the other person; it's for you" until just now. I was walking with my mother and we were talking about a particular incident that happened to me; and I begin to think, a couple of months ago I would've never imagined forgiving them.
But I am so grateful that God had delivered me from that burden. We don't realize that when we hold on to things and hurts from the past, it takes a toll on us physically and spiritually. I mean I was always sad and angry. I had so much anxiety. I was living, always thinking, "Oh God what is going to happen to me next?" But I had to let that mess go. I didn't want to live my life in fear anymore.
The moment I forgave and let go (that's the step that we all seem to skip) I feel like a new person. People look at me and they can tell that there is something new about me! I am at peace, I really am. January was such an overwhelming month for me, but it was all worth it! God has been so good to me!